59. Decisions Alexandra If it weren't for the fact that I have to remain cool, I'd ask Emm to pinch me. Experiencing this as not quite a girlfriend, but a potential candidate is something I've never experienced before. At first, I felt a bit jealous when I saw Peña's daughter arrive, but from afar, you can see the love she feels for her boyfriend. Now I'm envious because I want to be introduced as a girlfriend too, but that might never happen. The beginning of the evening was awkward, but little by little everything took a calm course and a family atmosphere that I loved. All this is new, as the only family I've had in recent years is my father, and you can't say he was always present with me. Many times I had to sleep in the police station when he had an active case, and that's why I w

