Vincent's POV
I didn't know how I felt after leaving Rachel's office.
Part of me had expected relief since she had forgiven me but the same guilt I felt when I woke up was still pressing down against my chest.
I walked out of her building, rubbing my chest to ease my pain. I felt more unsettled than I was when I walked in to see her, I was so sure she would accept my apology and we would be cool but cutting ties off immediately.
Rachel had given me what I thought I wanted. Forgiveness and freedom from the past. A clean ending with someone I'd apparently spent years hurting and yet, I felt like I had lost a huge part of myself.
I got into the car and sat there for a moment staring through the window before telling the driver to go.
I sat in the back of a car that cost more than most p
