(NFTMB)Chapter 21
Victoria
(All the shiny things)
I don't know for how long I cried while Sebastian just stood there awkwardly. I guess emotions were strange to him. He didn't know anything about how to comfort people.
“I'm so stupid, why did I allow myself to get carried away by nonsense. This is all my fault. I should have just said no and pushed him away. I shouldn't have allowed him to touch me. That was wrong!”. I chastised myself sternly as my tears flew uncontrollably.
“Don't beat yourself up over something you can't control. It's a natural human thing to do. Just don't blame yourself too much. It's human nature Victoria”. He shrugged as he tried to make me feel better.
I looked at him in disbelief as he lit up a cigarette, as he saw me looking at him he shrugs one more time
