And now look at me. Sitting in the rain with soaked and trembling thighs and a c**t so swollen it hurt. All because I watched my best friend get used like a cumrag and liked it. What the actual f**k. My head dropped back against the tree and I let out this sound. Not a cry. Not a scream. Just this pathetic little moan of frustration. Like my whole body was tired of holding it in. I wanted to touch myself so bad it felt like my fingers were going to move on their own. My hand twitched. My thighs squeezed together like they were trying to start a fire. I felt so gross. So desperate. So f*****g horny. And I couldn’t stop thinking about him. Damon God. I whimpered out loud just thinking of him. My thighs trembled and I pressed them together tighter, rocking just once, just enough to

