Lily
I’d been sexually frustrated for quite some time. My boyfriend Robbie and I had been dating for almost 8 months, and we were like the only couple who hadn’t done anything.
I gave him half of a handjob once. It was really awkward, because I was the aggressor and he kept putting his face in his hands and saying that we shouldn’t be doing it even though it felt good, that it was a sin. It really turned me off, and so I just kind of stopped in the middle of it and watched his d**k shrivel up. He cried after, and apologized.
“I just need time,” he said. It made no sense to me. All that the other guys cared about or thought about was s*x, but I couldn’t get Robbie to do anything. He wouldn’t even go down on me. Over time, I kind of developed crushes on other guys.
It made me feel bad, b
