Chapter 125 Valerie Will ~•~ ‘Why are you even jealous? It’s not like we are even together.’ My eyes burned with rage as Patrick’s voice replayed in my head. Those words made me feel so stupid. Why did he have to say something like that to me? I had no idea why I was even jealous. Madison was an issue in our relationship at some point, so hearing about her made me feel a certain way. And the comments on the blog posts were insensitive, so it pissed me off. Or maybe I was angry because I was carrying his child and he was out there having lunch with his ex. And even when I needed him to protect me, he didn’t answer his phone because of her. Kissing him felt good. I wanted to push him away when he leaned forward to kiss me, but I didn’t. I saw his act as reassurance — I assumed

