"It's not fair. They should have been here with me, not buried in the ground, six feet under. I miss them so much. And on days like these, when I see families enjoying each other, my heart breaks into a million pieces, and I wish that it was me instead of them. Maybe, they wouldn't be suffering, and they would have their dreams and wishes come true."
"I'm sure that your parents are looking down on you, and are happy and proud of you. They would be devastated if they knew that you had taken their place. That's not what they would want. They would have wanted you to live and enjoy life. Not sit around and feel guilty and wish that it was you. They are in a better place, and I'm sure they are watching over you."
"I know, and I don't mean to act this way. It's just that... it's been 11 years
