Tessa My mother was getting married in the morning and I already wanted the groom’s son. That was the whole problem. The hotel smelled like roses and carpet cleaner. Rehearsal dinner on the mezzanine. White dresses that were not the dress. A photographer who kept saying family, family, closer. I stood next to Roman in every shot because someone had decided the bride’s daughter and the groom’s son should bookend the smiling lie. He was twenty-eight. I was twenty-three. Tomorrow he would be my stepbrother. Tonight he was just the man in the dark suit who had looked at my mouth when I said cheers and had not looked away fast enough. “Little sister,” he said under his breath when the flash went off, like a joke for the adults. It did not land like a joke. Heat went down my body so fast

