Alex has made it clear that nothing I say will change his decision, and all I have to do is just suck it up. " If I were to cheat on you, you would feel it irregardless of where I am." he said while I rubbed my tummy because I was feeling some pain. " Are you okay." he asked, worried, and he led me to the bed. " I'm fine." I feel like my baby can feel the tension, and he doesn't like it. "This is exactly why you have to go to the red sun. You're always tense and stressed here, but you will be able to rest, and our baby will grow in a peaceful place." he said it, touching my stomach. " I know, but I'll be constantly worried about you." I'm always worried about Alex as it is, and now that I'll be very far from him, I don't know how anxious it's going to make me. " I'll take care of mys

