FREYA POV
As I sat there feeling this helpless feeling of being all alone in this world, I began thinking about the last time it felt like all hope was lost. When I died.
I remember feeling like holding my babies in those final moments was all that was going to be. I remember thinking that my mother was going to be there to protect them. I remember feeling an odd peace knowing that no matter what Colt would always have Jessi, my dad, and my mother.
Now, if I die, he won’t have her. He would still have Jessi and my dad but the peace I had when I died knowing he would have my mother of all people to be with him and help him with our kids is gone. I knew my kids would be okay because they’d still have the woman that raised me to help raise them. That peace is gone, vanished, disappeared, a
