COLT POV
I didn’t realize over the course of the last few months just how bland I’ve let our s*x get until she wrapped her mouth around my c**k. I’ll admit, losing her damaged me a lot more mentally than I let on. I did my best not to sleep some nights because of the nightmares. Watching the light leave her eyes over and over and over again in my sleep became too much. Even waking up to her still alive next to me wasn’t enough most nights.
I never want to lose her again, so I let myself get into this idea that she was fragile. I forgot though, Freya is anything but fragile and it’s pretty clear she’s determined to remind me of that. I hadn’t intended on any part of this picnic becoming so intense, but I am happy it did.
When she looked up at me when she swallowed, I could see in her eye
