Lamar wasn’t just talking to Joseph, they were both laughing and carrying on, like friends. Joseph placed his hand on Lamar’s shoulder as he emitted a full-bodied laugh. Lamar smirked at him, as if pleased with himself for eliciting such a reaction.
The sight made me nervous. I wasn’t sure what to do. I couldn’t go over with Joseph there. I’d rather not have to deal with Joseph’s cruel deprecation tonight.
I thought about turning back around and hiding in the bathroom. But how long could I stay there? Until the party was over? Surely someone would notice my absence?
Lamar would eventually come looking for me.
I wasn’t that much of a coward, but I also wasn’t brave enough to saunter over to them.
So I waited near the bathroom door for them to finish talking and for Joseph to walk away.
