**Laura** Stephen and I returned to my father's house the next day. I had a wonderful time with him. I really miss us. I miss being his firecracker. After spending the night at the bed and breakfast, I realized I want to get back to that role. I don’t like feeling like this fizzled-out version of myself. As we walked into my father's house, we headed straight for him, where he was holding my son. “Hi, baby!” I exclaimed, pulling Evan from my dad's arms. “Did you miss Mummy?” My dad chuckled. “He did very well last night. Did you have fun?” I glanced at my dad. Yes, I had fun. It was the kind of fun I desperately needed with Stephen, but I doubted my dad wanted to know the details. My dad rolled his eyes. “I don't need details. Just a yes or no.” I laughed, realizing how well he k

