{ADAM}
I keep staring at the blue pool, my thoughts killing me over and over again.
The moment at the hangar keeps replaying in my head, like a movie.
I watched the woman I love disintegrate in heartbreak… because of my own actions.
She cried and begged me to deny it, but I didn't.
And I couldn't hold her. I couldn't console her, because… I'm the most terrifying enemy she's ever got.
I thought I had known heartbreak the day I watched her get thrown into a cell because of my conspiracy.
But nothing has ever shattered me like watching her cry her soul out at the hangar that night.
I have never known that level of heartbreak.
It's like a thousand knives being driven into my chest over and over again, and I can't even die.
I realized that night, that nothing will ever make her love m
