CHAPTER 2: I WANT YOU TO BE MY FIRST
STELLA’S POV
"I've been wet for you all night, Jonah." My voice is shaking but I don't stop. "I've been wet for you for four years. Every time you hug me, every time you fall asleep on my couch, every time you look at me like you're looking at me right now — I go home and I touch myself and I pretend it's you and I've never told you because I was scared but I can't—I can't keep doing this. I can't keep watching girls throw themselves at you when I want you so badly I can't breathe."
He crosses the kitchen in three steps and his mouth crashes into mine.
The kiss is nothing like I imagined.
It's better.
It's desperate and messy and four years of want exploding between us. His hands are in my hair, on my waist, pulling me against him so hard I can fe
