CHAPTER 2: SLUTTY GOOD GIRL
SIDNEY'S POV
I know that sounds ridiculous. I'm nineteen years old and I've never m*********d fully naked - but that's what a lifetime of purity culture does to you.
It teaches you that your own body is something shameful, something dirty, something to be hidden even from yourself.
Good girls wash themselves in the shower with their eyes closed. Good girls don't look too long in the mirror.
Good girls certainly don't spread their legs and stare at their own glistening p***y while they f**k themselves with their fingers.
I've always touched myself under the covers, in the dark, keeping at least a shirt on like that thin layer of cotton makes it somehow less sinful in God's eyes.
But tonight, with Mom gone and Nolan gone and my cunt throbbing so desperat
