“What the f**k…” I felt like my world was crashing down on me. My head was full of his words and I was confused to how we even got here. I turned to face Sterling, and he was clearly avoiding my gaze. “Sterling.”
He looked over at me finally, and I could see the truth behind his eyes. “Yeah?”
“Have you read any of these?” I dropped the letter into the box. My gaze fell back to the box between my feet and I counted over fifty letters…maybe more. “How long has he been sending these?”
Sterling closed his eyes for a second, like he was trying to come up with an answer that wouldn’t break me. His hand tightened on the steering wheel. “No, like I said, I haven’t read anything that was sent to you.” He swallowed. “They were meant for your eyes only, and even if we couldn’t give them to you, we
