I pull myself against the farthest wall and begin to shake. It has been so long since I’ve had an episode. I should have figured that I would start having them again. I hear a knock at the bathroom door. “Ziana. Are you okay in there?” I hear muffled through the door. I quickly get up and make my way to the door. Pulling myself together, I open it and smile. “Yes. I am. Thank you.” I say as he eyes me. HIs dark pink eyes gaze into mine. Her face flickers in my vision and it pains me to have to fight it back. “Okay.” He says warrily and wheels the cart out of the door, shutting it quietly behind him. I walk to the large chair and sit down, taking a deep breath. Focusing on the room I try to find the details in everything. I need to ground myself. First I look at the window, noticing

