Once Lucas and I got to school we went our separate ways. I didn't want to hold his hand through the hallways like we used to. I just needed some space away from him to think.
A few students seemed to pick up on our awkward goodbye, but for the most part, they left me alone. It was a rarity, and a blessing that I wasn't taking for granted.
I walked through the busy hallways as I walked toward the senior lockers. I was not looking forward to spending the next seven hours inside of this building. I just wanted to go home and lay down in my bed and drown in whatever sadness was inside of me.
"Hey there Shanana Banana," a familiar cheery voice greeted me.
I turned slowly, meeting eyes with James who was walking beside me. He offered me a small smile and bumped my side.
"Shanana Banana?" I
