I didn't sleep after Saint's call because every time I closed my eyes, I heard his voice telling me that Knox couldn't come and the secret felt heavier each minute because I knew I was already betraying the man I loved by keeping it from him. I remained on the rooftop until the sky began turning gray and while the first light of morning spread across the city, I stared at Saint's coordinates until I knew them by heart. I should have told Roman. I should have told Knox. I should have told someone. Instead, I slipped my phone into my pocket and made the decision that had been forming since Saint called. I was going alone so I returned downstairs quietly and the clubhouse was still mostly asleep because the previous night's chaos had exhausted everyone. Knox was asleep in his room and I

