I blamed Ben. It wasn’t fair. It also wasn’t entirely inaccurate. Every time I walked past the workbench where we’d almost kissed the night before, I pictured the roller door flying open and Ben standing there with the expression of a man who wished he’d accidentally left himself somewhere else instead of his phone. By the time I finished making coffee upstairs, I’d replayed the moment at least twenty times. Each version ended exactly the same way. Interrupted. I showered, brushed my teeth and tied my hair up before getting dressed and I headed downstairs with my coffee. Mia arrived a few minutes later carrying a folder tucked beneath one arm. “Morning.” She said. “Morning.” I said and she studied me for a second. “You look tired.” She said. “I slept.” I said. “That’s no

