EVANGELINE I tried to shake off the emotions after seeing Ilona walk into his house, but no matter what I did, the picture remained stuck in my head. I took a long shower, scrubbing at my skin in the hopes that it would distract me but it didn’t. All it did was make me wonder what they were getting up to in that house. Was he doing the same thing with her as he was with me? Did they have their own agreement as well? He’d told me he didn’t have a girlfriend, and I believed him. Nicholas was many things, but a liar was not one of them. It was possible that they weren’t dating, but he never said anything about not having s*x with her. The more I thought about it, the worse I felt, and the more I wanted to pull my hair out for even feeling that way in the first place. He wasn’t my boyfrien

