“Riley, are you still there?”
Ethan’s voice pulled me out of my thoughts.
“Yes.”
“I thought you had hung up.”
“I haven’t decided what to do yet.”
He went quiet for a moment. Then he sighed. “I know I hurt you by throwing you out. I shouldn’t have done that.”
I stared at the wall, phone against my ear. “You shouldn’t have done a lot of things, Ethan.”
“I know. Don't blame me, you know you were letting another man f**k you in my presence and still did nothing.”
“No, I don’t think you do. Don't even make this about me. Yes, you caught me with another man and looked at me like I was some stranger who had broken into your house. But I tried to explain, I tried to beg you. If you had been giving me what I wanted. If you had been lasting longer, I would not have even thought about doing w
