Diane’s POV My hands were shaking as I opened up my laptop and turned it on. “You need to calm down,Diane.” I mentally reminded that this was not the end of the world, it was just the beginning of my college journey. Whatever result I saw was going to determine if I was going to have a gap year or if I was going to directly enter the university. I opened the website and my heart started palpating. My hands were shaking and my breaths were getting heavier. I inhaled deeply and wanted to click on the keys but I could not. My hands were numb and my throat was dry. “You have to calm yourself down first.” My subconscious was right. I needed something to distract me in a good way. The only thing that came to mind to calm myself down was touching myself. There was no one around to hel

