Ellie's Pov
That night after Jax left the library I could not sleep. My p***y still felt full from his c*m. It leaked out slowly all evening. I took a shower but even then I kept thinking about him, about how he f****d me just like I wrote. It made me want more, I sat on my bed with my journal open, my pen moved fast. I confessed something I had never told anyone. I wrote that I had never given a blowjob before but I fantasized about it all the time and being on my knees in front of a man like Jax. His c**k in my mouth, him teaching me how to take it deep. Making me swallow every drop.
I wrote the details. How I wanted him to hold my head, push slow at first then deeper. Call me names while he did it, tell me I was his good girl for trying. I finished the entry and closed the book, my fa
