Emma/Olivia I can't believe Zander blew me off like that. I know I would've gotten my way last night. But I was an i***t to have made such a rookie mistake. My mother would be pissed if she found out. How could I have given Zander the wrong drink? I was so sure I gave him the correct one. I was stuck in a cold f*****g shower for most of the night, having to bring myself to orgasm. It should've been Zander’s hands on me, not my own. I f*****g hate Liz. But last night's f**k-up taught me one thing. The only way I can have Zander, is if Liz is out of the picture completely. That b***h has to die if I can't make Zander see her for who she really is. She has some weird hold over him. If I was superstitious, I would say she put a spell on him. He will just keep taking her back, every time.

