When we finally get to the neonatal ward, I am bubbling over with excitement. Daphne speaks to the on-call doctor, and she takes us in after she makes us scrub our hands and arms. The minute I saw her, I squeezed Mark’s hand. She is so perfect, the most beautiful little angel I have ever seen.
I feel such sadness as I look at the machines attached to her. She is so tiny, and she is suffering already. They allowed us to touch her through the hole in the glass. She really is perfect and so tiny. She has a beautiful caramel complexion and dark brown curly hair. I can tell she is going to be as beautiful as her mother. Daphne showed us a picture of Phoebe, and she was stunning.
We spent some time sitting and talking to her and the nurses. They all knew Phoebe, and I was really happy when th
