Liz
I think I may still be in shock. I am going through the motions like I should, but I feel numb. My mind is in such a mess and I can't understand it. I don't love Kyle anymore, but I do feel sad. I didn't expect him to die. I step under the shower and Zander washes my hair.
I just close my eyes and enjoy the feeling of him caring for me. Why do I feel like this? I should hate Kyle, but yet I am consumed with sadness. A single tear escapes my eye and I wipe it away. I look up at Zander, and he looks at me in concern. “I am sorry,” I say, and rest my forehead on his chest.
“Why are you sorry?” he asks me gently, putting his arms around me. “I shouldn't be sad, but I am,” I mumble. “You have every right to be sad and to mourn his death, my Liz. You loved him and everyone understands tha
