Liz I take a shower and I can’t get Zander and that kiss off my mind. It’s like I am moving on autopilot at the moment. I got into bed and just lay there. “Stop it Liz, focus damn it.” I said to myself. I need to get my head into the game. I need to win this divorce battle, then find Mary and go collect my winnings. I can’t stay here forever, I need to get my own place. Being this close to Zander all the time is torture. Living with him feels so right though. The way we move together is like we have known each other forever. It never felt this way with Kyle. He was always too busy. He never did anything in the house either. I closed my eyes and fell into a fitful sleep. I woke up from a very s****l dream about Zander and felt very hot and bothered. I get up and go to the kitchen to get

