When they leave, Dr. Willis comes in and talks me into going home. I know there is nothing I can do, and she won't wake up yet, but I am so scared to leave her. My car is in the parking, thanks to Toby. That man deserves a promotion and a raise, but I would be lost without him. I know that I can’t hold him back, so he will have to train his replacement to be just as irreplaceable as he is. I can’t worry about that now, my mind is too focused on Liz. The drive home feels so empty and wrong. What if she wakes up and there is no one there? I should’ve stayed with her. I get home and just make myself a sandwich. It’s weird coming home and not seeing Liz here, or smelling her cooking. I eat and grab a shower before I get into bed. I toss and turn and can’t get comfortable. I am too worried

