I will sleep better now that she is awake and okay. I gave her one last kiss before I got comfortable in the chair, and closed my eyes to get some sleep too. Liz I opened my eyes and saw it's already morning. I had such a good night’s sleep and my head feels a lot clearer. I looked over and saw Zander was fast asleep in the chair next to my bed. I wish I could get up and go to him, but I know I can’t move. I will not do anything to risk my recovery. I need to get out of here so I can’t get Kyle out of my life. I can’t believe that b***h tried to kill me. I have always been good to her, even though she was always a b***h towards me. I know it stemmed from the fact that I lived with my grandparents after my parents died. She and her mom felt that they favored me. When they left everythin

