Love Cameron: Going back home wasn't going to be easy for me. My heart had been jumping up and down in my chest the whole car ride. I was grateful that Lady Gina was there for my kids and their burning questions. They were nonstop bothering her with questions, and it seemed like she didn't mind answering them. "Are you okay?" she must have noticed that I had been staring out the window this whole time. There were times when I could barely hear my heartbeat, and then suddenly, my heartbeat was louder than my own breath. That's how messed up my childhood had been, that even just thinking about returning to that home was too much for me. "I am fine," I returned to her with a broken smile, and then looked outside again. Soon the house arrived, and we got out to meet Alice. Lady Gina stepped

