Numbly, I turned on the shower, and got in. I let the steaming hot water cascade down my body. I need to focus on being happy for now. I don't want any of them to feel bad for how things have been going. Even if they decide to drift away from me.
That's life after all, right? It happens to everyone. I just..
They mean so much to me. All four of them. They've been here for me since the day they met me. No matter how much I pushed them away.
They fought for me through that Holly bullsh.it. They fought beside me through the James bullsh.it. I owe them so much. The least I can do is try to put my worries aside while I'm with them.
While I'm not though... I'll just let it all out. Like right now. My chest feels so heavy that I think my heart might explode. There is a knot in my gut that mak
