Now, I'm sitting all the way in the back of our calculus class while Millie sits in the very front. She has on the same black hoodie that she wears every day. The hood is pulled up, which I thought wasn't allowed. Not that any of the teachers care.
I sighed just as the bell rang. Once again, I learned nothing today. Everything has been too hard to focus on lately.
I watched as Millie scurried out of the classroom as fast as she could. She's doing anything and everything to avoid all of us. Every day my heart breaks even more.
This is nothing like how I felt when Holly played all of us. This heartbreak is so much worse. I'm not sure if it's because we also hurt Millie, and that's what makes it worse. Or if we just love Millie more than we ever have anyone else. Maybe it's both.
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