Millie asked to use my bathroom, and I helped her to the door. I nearly melted when she leaned into me. She's clearly looking for comfort, and I feel like the world's biggest a.sshole that I can't give it to her right now. Millie knows that something is bothering me.
My girl came out of the bathroom in a rush. She asked about Lila, and my heart warmed. Millie is so caring.
Is that fake too?
Then Millie asked if she could have a hoodie to leave in. I know that we are all acting weird to her, but I can't let her go. Not because I can't keep an eye on her, or for her own benefit. No, I need her to stay. I need her to remind me that she isn't like Holly. I need to wrap myself around her until I know she will never leave us.
When Millie opened the door, I shut it. She tried again and agai
