“ENOUGH!” Seamus roars and I step back with a nod of my head.
“You know what, guys? I think I’m going to watch from my seat. Seamus, do what you have to and the rest well, you can do whatever the f**k you want with Nikolai, but make it quick. I have something better to be doing.” I say as I turn and walk back to the sofa and sit down with one foot under my ass as I lean against the armrest and watch the scene.
I usually love getting involved, but lately I have not been as invested as I usually would be. I have not felt myself for a while but still, I know this is just a phase and I will be as right as rain soon enough. But still, the thrill of the hunt and the kill is no longer holding its appeal. What the f**k is wrong with me?
This is my life, this is what I live for, or it was. Maybe
