Debbie The silence in the car was gone, replaced by the sound of our breathing. Rain’s lips were on mine, but it wasn't like the movies. It wasn't smooth. It was sloppy and uneven at first. I could feel him trembling. It felt like he was learning how to do it in real-time. His movements were shaky, unsure of where to press or how to move, until he finally began to steady his rhythm. It was raw and honest. I was the one who broke the kiss. I pulled back just an inch, my heart racing. "Sorry," he whispered. I looked at him. This was Rain. My wild one. But right now, he looked so small. So human. "Rain..." I started, "I... I don't know what to say. I really don't," I stammered. I looked down at my lap, my hands twitching. "I tried. Believe me, I… I tried to tell myself that I didn't ca

