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I started keeping a list in the Notes app on my phone. Sounds odd, I know. I didn’t start with the note because I was suspicious or anything. I just wanted to take note of the little oddities that stood out and lingered in the back of my mind long after Jake left my apartment.
Like how he used to drink his coffee black, but last week asked for oat milk. Or how he once said he hated spicy food, and then devoured a plate of buffalo wings like it was nothing. He used to touch me like I was fragile, then suddenly, he was tossing me around like a ragdoll in the woods.
And it wasn’t just about the s*x. Sometimes it was also the energy he carried u to the room. Sometimes he was full of jokes, teasing me endlessly. Other times he was quiet and reflective, like he’d rather listen to me breathe
