9 Claire. I couldn’t sleep. He was in my bloodstream, in my chest, between my thighs. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw him, saw the way he looked at me when he came, the way he kissed me like he was trying to stake a claim. My husband lay beside me in the hotel bed, snoring softly and oblivious to what was going on in my head. I stared at the ceiling and felt like I was suffocating. I waited another twenty minutes, then slipped out of bed without a sound, pulled on jeans, a tank top but wore no bra. I grabbed my phone and my keycard but left my ring on the bathroom counter. I didn’t even know where I was going until I was already outside. And then I saw the car. His car. Julian was parked beneath the shadow of a tree across the street, driver’s window down, arm resting casuall

