Gods, is this really happening?
I must have passed out at the desk while writing Mum back, or maybe I drank too much with Alwyn and passed out at the table.
No, wait... this is real. It feels incredibly real. Flora's mouth feels incredibly real. And so did the orgasm she literally sucked right out of me.
Fu.ck, I'm so turned on.
Then she told me she wanted to have se.x. She said she wanted me. She fu.cking wants me.
The more I tried to deny my mate though, the more that Alwyn's advice circled my head. Flora was right too. I can't protect her from things that have already happened. All I can do is give her a better future.
Plus, Flora is mine. We're mates. One day we're going to be having se.x. We can't hold out forever. Plus, I'd like to have children one day. Hopefully. Besides, F
