Class is going by slower than normal today. I can't focus on writing lines of code when just a couple of hours ago I was filling my mother with c*m. I've tried to text her but she is adamant that I focus during class. She isn't responding, which is a good thing. She's doing what a mother should do. Maybe it's just because I've never had s*x before but I feel so strongly about what we did. I have nothing else to compare it to. The most I've had before this was heavy make-out sessions where I felt a girl up. I only have classes three days of the week this semester. The other days I work and whenever I am off, I squeeze in school projects. I've been maintaining the business well. I wonder how whatever I have going on with my mom will fit into my schedule. What is going on with us? What are w

