'This was my porn debut, the first scene I ever shot.' She told me, almost whispering in my ear. 'I was so nervous. I'd been pretty gung-ho about doing porn, so convinced it would be easy. I loved to f**k and I was an exhibitionist. But when I actually got there, I just panicked. In a way, the fact it was a solo scene, made it more difficult. I felt so...so vulnerable, so exposed. m**********g in front of someone...well, it's kind of embarrassing isn't it? Touching yourself, spreading your legs wide apart. It's not easy. Well, it wasn't then. Now, it's a breeze. It's so simple. I could do it in a heartbeat. Do you know why? Do you know why it became so easy?'
'No,' I said, my voice hoarse and barely a whisper. 'No, I don't.'
'Because of you. Because of you, Daddy.'
She leant over and un
