Trisha
Rebel holds me in his arms while I try to articulate what I am feeling. But my sadness is clouding my mind a bit. “I love Zia with all my heart and soul. I would give my life for that little girl in a heartbeat. I may not have given birth to her, but she is mine and nothing will ever change that. But I wanted us to have a baby together more than anything.
An extension of our love that we could cherish forever. But it seems like my body doesn't agree. I have come a long way, and I am so much stronger now. But it still hurts so damn much. I don't mean to, but I can’t help but feel like a failure.” I say honestly, letting it all out. “I understand everything you just said, baby. And I am so proud of you for being this honest. It’s okay to not be okay, sometimes. You did lose a part
