Maya Everyone I have met so far has been so welcoming. And I will say it again, the men in this family are hot. And the women are all so beautiful. It's really not fair. It's like this family is only made up of beautiful people. Plus, they are all badass, wealthy, and kind-hearted. They are all pretty perfect if you ask me. And me... all I bring is trouble. Sally was right. Trouble is the perfect name for me. And there I go again, putting myself down. I need to stop doing that. Caleb pointed it out to me and I never realized just how much I blamed myself for everything that goes wrong. Even when Anya died, I blamed myself. I wasn't there when she needed me. She went through her cancer diagnosis alone because I was off at college, living my best life. And when she was rushed to hospital,

