They ruined everything I thought we were. They did that. Not me. I refuse to feel bad about this. I feel bad enough about everything else. This is on them, not me.
So, with that, I turned and left them gaping at me.
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"Are you sure about this?" Gianna asked quietly.
"I think I'm going to be sick," Rachel murmured.
I looked at Holden, waiting for him to add something. He was antsy, bouncing on his feet. None of us wanted to do this, but for some reason, Holden seemed the most nervous.
"Spit it out," I told him. "The four of us have a stronger bond than just friends at this point, Holden. Say what you need to."
Holden blew out a breath and rubbed the back of his neck.
"I think I finally admitted to myself today that I like Trin
