"Come on, let's go in. I'm hungry," Holden said, opening his car door. I got lost in thought once more as I followed Holden into his house. That night feels so long ago now. I mean, I guess it was almost two years ago. It feels like a lifetime though. I wonder if that's because of how much Holden has changed. Back then, Holden kept his word. We didn't sleep together that night, but I had my first orgasm. Multiple, actually. I passed out and woke up in Holden's arms. I knew it back then. Right at that exact moment. Looking at Holden's peaceful sleeping face and everything we did the night before... I knew that I had a huge crush on Holden. I knew that I would fall in love with him. No matter how much I tried to push Holden away after that, he never let me. Holden always found me no mat

