"Are you okay?" Derek asked softly as his fingers brushed through my hair. This is heaven. "Yeah, I'm perfect," I replied. "You seem like something is bothering you," he commented gently. I hesitated. Honestly, I thought about telling Derek everything right then. I could tell him that Otti knows more than she's letting on. I could come clean about Trina and I helping Otti. Maybe Derek would give me the info I need. Maybe he'd be more than willing to help. But I know that will come at a price. Derek's loyalty to Kieran is... on a whole other level. I really thought maybe Derek had a thing for Kieran, but I don't think that's the case anymore. He's just so weirdly loyal. There's no way I could tell Derek everything because of that. I want to. I want to trust him. I admire that he's s

