Once again, I find myself wondering what exactly I've gotten myself into. This is so much more intense than normal teenage sh.it. Something bigger is happening, and I feel caught right in the middle of it. It's terrifying, but... I oddly feel prepared and willing to face the fight.
And I wouldn't want it any other way. I never expected this. It's more than I feel I can handle at times. But man, if I don't feel like I can face anything when I'm with them. Either of them. Both of them. Everything that's happening now and going to happen in the future is worth it. As long as I get them at the end, and we're safe.
I guess that's what love is though, right? Wanting your partner to be happy and safe? Willing to fight whatever battle necessary to have them? Doing things that are scary just to s
