Z A N E
Today is the day I'll officially be introduced to Kai, and get a chance to know him.
My son.
I've waited a long time for this, and now that it's happening, I can't help but feel nervous.
Will Kai accept me?
Will he want to have a relationship with me?
Will he want me in his life?
Or will he not want anything to do with me? What if he asks questions? What do I tell him? Never in my twenty six years of living have I been this nervous.
This is the first time in a long time, that I've actually felt fear. The fear of rejection.
Ravenna had agreed to have lunch with me, so we could have a chance to speak with Kai.
It's only an hour, and a half, and yet it feels like an eternity.
"Never in my life did I think a day would come where the big bad Alpha Zane will be pacing the floo
