The campus literary magazine came out on a Thursday.
I found it in the English building – stacked by the door in a neat pile, the cover a muted blue with black text. My piece was on page fourteen. Anonymous, like always. No name, no photo, just the words I'd bled onto a screen at midnight sitting in the same magazine that had published actual poets and essayists and people with MFAs and futures.
I read it standing in the hallway with my bag sliding off my shoulder and my coffee going cold. Seeing my words in print – typeset, formatted, real in a way that a blog post never quite was – did something to my chest I wasn't prepared for. This wasn't a screen I could close. This was paper. Permanent. Somebody had read what I wrote and decided it deserved ink.
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